1. Is it call a friendship if I'm afraid of a friend?She always make me in a mood of tension and nervous.She say don't come and cheer for me for the volley ball match but how about my other course mate?Do they don't need any cheer from their own course mate too?I'm blur and confused...But I still go and cheer for the sepak takraw and volley ball team-mate.However,one of my friend told me to go some where else as she afraid that THAT particular girl will turns mad.This makes me feel super duper afraid and I can't imagine if she turns mad.What should I do to this kind of friend?Ignore as usual?Is it work?But my feeling still being affect by her as I call her as a friend.
2. I need to promise myself to give more to the church.I <3 the feeling when I'm at church,busying for the church's praise and worship is a kind of relax moment for me.I enjoy it very very much and I really do~!Thank GOD for letting me knew HIM.It really cherish my life.Thank you GOD for loving me as I'm a sinner which always do things in the wrong way.
3. My own little small world. Isn't it good if I can just delete what I want to forget or unlike.I hope GOD can help me to take away all my feeling of love against the male.It's really troublesome~When I get into somebody I really afraid to tell him about that and this make anything to become impossible.I'm not so brave in this aspect.And when I know some guy want to 'chase' me,my feeling towards him will turns from a friend to some one that I hate.I'll avoid them,I know I'm bad but I can't help to do this.Haiz~Those who already got girl friend please la,please don't show much concern and care on me.It make me feel so guilty and do you know that this make your girlfriend see me as an enemy? When can I meet a nice guy that we like each other in both way?I don't know why,I feel desperately need a shoulder...But I still can't find a suitable one.My heart is experiencing heard-ache everyday,so many troubles in this complicated world. I really hope to just hide and live forever in my own small and warm home town.Escape from all the unwanted rubbish thinking and feeling,I just want to enjoy my own life with my GOD and dearest family and friends.
'Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how life turns out to be
Life is not always the party we expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should try to smile and be grateful
Cherish life and be your best!'
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how life turns out to be
Life is not always the party we expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should try to smile and be grateful
Cherish life and be your best!'
I know I know,all I have to do is remember that GOD is the BOSS.HE rules everything and what I need to do is just follow HIS instruction.I know HE always <3 me~~~
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